I NEED TO GET THERE.................This is just such a beautiful place...No idea where it is but to me this is where I want to be right now. I am tearful and extremely aggressive..Shitty feeling. My hart want to break and then I want to break plates and cups.... So let say I am messed up.
Hannes leaves South Africa in 3 hours. Then his adventure starts. I can just hope and pray he is happy and it pans out to be all he wanted.
I had problems with the laptop to send faxes. Total frustration. I got home after having a technician look at the problem (he had no answers) I sat and fiddled and hey presto I now can send faxes from my new laptop.
I tried to do my Dubai visit and guess what to get a visa is a Major mission. I plan to leave on the 19th and visa takes 14 days......Need letter from bank and employer (shit I am my own employer now!!!!!!!!!!!!!) Then photo's and need to get it to the travel agent on Monday morning.. to be in time for flight on 19th.
Had coffee with Gesi who is having her birthday tomorrow.. I was such bad company. Clydene joined us with Claudia and Kade. I have to get my act together or I might loose my valuable friends. People don't like to be around grumpy old woman..... Will work at that..... I promise.
I plan to sulk tonight until I am all done and tomorrow will be a new day.....
I said this before this is not for "sissies" It just gets more and more each day.
Clydene you are s right by saying it has just been talk and not reality. Thanks for invite when I feel like it. Will take you up on that soon. I always know your door is always open.
I have such a irritable tummy at the moment. I feel like a cow who had too much lucerne.... All blown up and uncomfortable.... No have not raided the pantry or eaten too much. I just think it is stress. A sort of irritable bowel syndrome.
I hope Hannes get his emergency exit on the plane and am holding my breath for payment of excess luggage.......
I will now wait for his call on the update.
My positives today will have to wait...... I just don't feel like it tonight. Psychological treatment (self inflicted) will have to wait...
How cab I feel so upset with Hannes tonight and miss him terribly at the same time..........
Chat later
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Hey grumpy doll, it will take a hellava lot more than being grumpy to loose us. We stick like shit to a blanket. We are here through thick and thin, through grumpy times and giggly times that's what friends are for. So whether you like it or not we are here forever and ever my friend.
O I am so lucky to have sch great friends.....
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