These photo's were sent to me today by Ermano. I needed this one today as Hannes is very excited and cannot wait to leave and start his new exciting job and all the new adventures. I am like a sticky substance today, stuck in a rut of who knows what..... I feel like ignoring this week and just sleeping until 1 August arrives. I hate to say goodbye but also know that why we are doing this is for the benefit of Hannes to have a better quality of life. i support that whole hartedly BUT cannot get rid of the emotions of great loss.here he sits at a table by himself, alone and still he has a smile on his face, waiting for things to start. That is all I see in this photo... I will have to pull up my socks( of emotions) and get back with the program.....
We were in Franschhoek in the cape for a weekend of eating and eating and eating. Was fantastic. Bobby seems to think we "monkeys" are very silly with the "hear no evil Clyde's" "speak no evil Loreta" and "see no evil Ermano" We fully adhered to this photo the whole weekend and we kept very busy with eating. I remember my stomach being so full and sore by Sunday afternoon that I could not sit or stand.......
Are these not just the most gorgeous "four musketeers" you have ever seen. We really live this to the full.....Still having people rarely looking at our house for sale. had an offer last week But really it was a very laughable one. . . This week is so full and the weekend we fly to my dad to say our goodbye's.
Dian is back from overseas on Wednesday. The choir did very well and got gold medals at the choir Olympics. He seems to have had such a ball. can't wait to hear all the juicy news.
As I said my brain is scrambled eggs at this stage. i think i am writing the biggest bullshit but have to just ramble on the get it out to hear myself think.
This sucks!!!!!! big time .....
I could not sleep last night as my mind is racing all over the place. I had the stomach runs like forever. I know it is only stress but why don't I rather loose my mind completely and sit in a corner and drool from my mouth of froth or something...At least then i am doing something constructive. This running in circles is getting me down.
Tonight Hannes has to hand over all the legal paper work and who is who in the zoo to me.... Then I am on my own with all the decisions and stuff. Oh Boy..................
Enough of this.... I am now going to have a bath, colour my hair, make supper and get constructive..... with mega mugs of coffee.....Hope I make it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Chat to you all later. Some comment with advise will be good please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2 comments:
Hello doll, havent read the blog for a few days have been sorting my scrambled eggs out. Looking at the photos of the bali btches is really making me wobble big time. My circle of friends (my strength, my inspiration, my everything) is falling apart. Since we formed our friendship I have treasured every moment and we have such a strong bond. We have been through so much over the past few years thankfully more good times than bad. We have been very priviledged to have the friendship we have. Just think about it, I think its six years ... and we have NEVER had a fight between the four of us, its really been wonderful and very very special. Bali Btches I love you all
My dearest Clydene.
PLEEEAAASSSEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! let keep the tears for later because shit knows we will shed plenty of them hey........ You were the bleddie instigator to this friendship and have been lots of the glue that keeps us all together. And yes not even a fight .........
Remenber your birthday card with the 4 oldies on the beach ??? Well that will be us...
Bali Btches I love you lot more....
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